Thursday, July 31, 2008

happy now

The sun beamed down on me radiantly today!! :)

Thanks guys for your concern :)) And do well for tomorrow ya!! Jiayou Jiayou!!

You have been nice =)

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

对不起,是我奢望太多了。希望越大,失望也越大。

可是,只是简单地想开心地玩上一天真不可能吗?是我要求太不可理喻了吗?

所以,我不再希望了。就单纯过这一分一秒吧。或许没那么伤心,没那么令人为难。对不起,是我不好。

但那份想玩上一天,然后开开心心的愿望,真是我要的。真的,真的,真的。

Monday, July 28, 2008

Early celebrations

ONE TEST DOWN!!!

That's an early celebration, but I don't care!! At least I'm free from Stone's demonic claw for a while before the whole hell is unleashed upon me.

Sigh, there's still alot to clear for this week. But I'm happy!! I have customers who specify for my services!! :))) Ok they're just abandoned old folks in others' eyes, but hey, they've lived over half a century and I think they DO have some sense of .... I don't know, 'sense of choosing'? Ha. Though it was just free service at the old folks' home and all, I feel so appreciated there. And somewhere rightful. Looking forward to next haircutting service!!

Back to work now.

Friday, July 25, 2008

cool day

It's been raining, raining, raining...........

Monday was a full day of raining, and today also saw the sky raining constantly. After that the weather turned cold and the chilling wind just kept blowing my way.........

Ok, updates:

-I got 'A' for Global essay! The 3-4 pek chek visits to the library paid off! A little, if not a bit.
-I insist I was not clumsy today! (shan't elaborate)
-Went for lesson yesterday morning. Laoshi complimented me! She said '很好啊,剪得不错' not once, but twice!! XD

-Went with Huisi and KC to Causeway just now. Walked about, went around, and someone was very anxious about getting her new shoes. She couldn't decide on which pair( actually our choice only narrowed down to 2) and we were about to leave for AMK when we saw the Heatwave shoe shop and entered. I think was quite good, just that the 'bling bling' part could have been better.
Anyway she seemed so anxious you thought she was the one getting married ..... ha!

Gonna go HS's house tmr afternoon. So that gives me some time to slack at home before that. hai. Homework's piling up, but I smell the scent of holidays coming!!!

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

DARN ME

WHAT IS WRONG OF ME??? DARN PISSED LA!!

Why did I choose to try the new route? Why must insist on trying? In the end the journey took soooo long la!! So long when I called KC even she said 'wa, so long?', when she usually says it's quite ok...

Sigh. Still must go do all the project stuff!!! RAH!!! And by the time I sat down after bathing it was 8.20 la!!

GRRRRRR......

Friday, July 18, 2008

Lessons

A friend gave me a keychain before. It said 'Friends are the family we choose for ourselves.'.

Up till recently, I didn't grasp the meaning of 'treasure' that well. But it all changed. I got back my sound system for my laptop, and it felt like a dream come true. And Mum finally decided to let me decide for myself what I should do in the future.

Most importantly, I discovered friends were god-given.

Yes, I'm young, inexperienced, unskilful. I admit to that. But at least I've friends who let me practise, friends who let me try my skills on. Sometimes it doesn't turn out as what I thought of, and I feel bad about it. Yet no one grumbles. Everyone's being that patient, and an angel. So I vowed, to repay them. Someday, in the future, I hope I can proudly jump in the air and say 'YES! I can make you the most stunning person ever!' All these for allowing me to survive now, for letting me practise my craft so I can be somebody in the future.

Thank You. :))

And to the fisher in a big blue sea, just be careful. You never know when all the fishes are gonna escape you. You may think it's worthwhile to 'show off' yr fantastic fishing skills, but don't forget, you are bound to the swimming pool. You still have to be a swimmer for half a decade. Is it worth even to make all the fishes feel you are a hypocrite, just for excellence in performance?

Perhaps I no longer care about my grades.... Perhaps I was once a loner..... But all I know is, it doesn't feel great. I would rather guide people if I want to show off, so I be at the top and still be popular. Or I would rather train hard and let people benefit from my skills.

And last thing, I am one of the fishes who swam away.

Thursday, July 10, 2008

My 'Furious Four'!

I know!!! I'm childish, behave like a kid... Yadda yadda... But you can't blame a guy for finding his lost childhood! Anyway this's only a few of my toys.. waha XD

Master Crane! I bought it today at Boon Keng Mac


Master Mantis! Got this sometime ago..


Master Monkey! My very 1st toy, bought it when I went to take pics for Portfolio 1 with Fish and KC.


Master Shifu! I didn't want it at 1st.. But since the Jurong Point outlet only had it and Monkey, I didn't really have any other choice.. Still this is a fav! :)


Anyway, 专业性 is over! After 3 gruelling hours (which meant anxiety, calmness and drowsiness), everything is behind us!
The panel of judges just came out of nowhere, and they were the ones who really gave the comments. Ok I know the presentation's supposed to be a practice for us, something really like the outside world, so I won't grumble about that. But then again, they did quite lack professionalism.
Yeah yeah, my clothes weren't that formal, but so what? You just had nothing better to say la, Cheeeena - monkey -.-
And many thanks to KC, Shi Hui, Fillet and 小陈 for being my models! It made my bringing a whole bag of stuff worthwhile! And Huisi, for being the 1st one to agree to be my model :)) Overall it was very rewarding !(in terms of practice)

Ok then we rushed off for New Media meeting, and thank god it was over soon! Was dad's and Joey's birthday (yes, same day) so they were celebrating with an ice-cream cake and pizza and sushi ... So I was supposed to go and gorge.. haha! (I'm not getting fatter XD)
And I had class today! Ended quite early.. Cos were supposed to do highlighting. Then I squeezed out 15ml of color, which was supposed to be enough for only 1 side of the head, but I just conveniently did both sides. Hence I've about 3/4 of the tube left la! Anyone wan do red coloring? It's purplish red... Can charge cheaply de.. XD haha!
OK, seeya guys!

Sunday, July 6, 2008

riff raff

I got this from Facebook!

' May 7, 1990
Lucky Color: Turquoise
Personality Strengths:Style, Knowledge
Personality Weakness(es): Sarcasm
Successful Career Path: Fashion
Sense of Humor Style: Slapstick
Adjectives to Describe You: adventurous, enterprising

Description:A hip non-conformist who truly stands for his/her beliefs - you are out to make a difference in this world, and you have a realistic chance of success. You have always been self-driven and derive your inspiration from those close to you. Ambitious - and why shouldn't you be - the sky is the limit for you!'

Ya, I'm just happy over some small thing, but that's about the stuff that keeps me alive when there's lots of work. Esp 20 photos =.= K back to work now.

Friday, July 4, 2008

The price of a wish

If wishes can be sold, what would be the price?

Priceless, maybe. But then again, who wants to sell wishes? Isn't it enough to use them for yourselves?

Under the balmy skies, wish for yourselves a big white cottage, with the sea by your side. When you see that pair of shoes you just cannot resist, wish for yourselves a credit card with no limits. If studying makes you sick, wish for the freedom to choose what you want, and what you don't want to do.

Wishes do wonders. But alas, they are just wishes.

I, too, wish to seek the comfort of a white cottage when the weather's just perfect for chilling out. But you have to work hard and earn for it. Shoes appeal to me too, but is it realistic to keep buying whenever you want? And freedom? That is just something we all tell ourselves. Too many a times, the situation dictates what you do; people decide for you.

And when you wake up the next day, it happens again. Sometimes you know it, sometimes you don't. And often, we choose to live with it. After all, we haven't got much power to do what we want.

But we hope. We wish. It keeps us going, from falling apart. Maybe, that house would be yours in a few years; those shoes could be a gift from someone. Your freedom? That wouldn't be hard. Just trust that you can do it.

So I say, there is no price to wishes. Because they cannot be bought; we have to create them with our bare hands. Or rather, believe you can.

Because you really can.