I'm stoning =.= as in feeling quite 虚脱 abt having to go to school for Shuain's class and then leaving school. And the sickness bug continues to hit the teachers, 1 by 1..............

The 1st week passed, and every teacher's talkin all abt the assignments we'll be having... so it's a ... tiring? Anyway on the bright side, there're only 17 weeks left... wahaha..

Oh and somehow everyone knew I was taking the Basic Theory test last Thursday. Good thing I passed so it wasn't that embarrassing... And someone else passed the test today so congrats!! haha... See who can get the licence 1st ah :p

Oh god, give me time and strength and money!!!! hai...

望尘莫及

开学了。那时候，不太期待，甚至觉得没什么兴趣。反正就这样蹉跎，不如花在有意义的事情上吧？可惜，那不是希望，是奢望。

时间过了很久，发现原来经历了很多，也渐渐地，意识到改变是存在的。措手不及的我，发现后，其实已经太迟了。当然是希望这样的事从没发生过，当然想恢复那时的样子。当然，这是希望，不是现实。

鱼与熊掌，不能兼得。意识到了。

Happy Birthday Gaoxiao!!! XD

First of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHI HUI!!! haha... It's been 2 yrs since we know each other, and we're sharing more gossips everyday la!!! LOL. Anyway hope you had a fun time today dining with us and enjoying the fish's nibbles. (LOL)



At Commonwealth Station.. Meeting time was supposed to be 2.10, but we somehow managed to leave the station at close to 3. Ya, sorta a miracle 0.0



The fishes were crowding around our feet!!! There was a dis-infection process before we could put our feet inside. The fishes would crowd around and feed on your dead skin.



Getting more and more....



Taken by the friendly staff called Angela. (And somehow after helping Auntie for a few months, I can totally understand the kind of dreaded feeling when some tai-tai just walks in and gives that attitude and aloof face. What for??? 0.0)



The scrubbing moment!!



And SH having her feet mask..



Our last few mins there.... Angela the friendly lady... Who chatted with us during the whole session..



Ooh... SH having her wishes...
Huisi: We all know her wishes.. lol



Group photo!!



And Gaoxiao and I!!! hahaha.... XD

Anyway, hope all of you people had fun!!!

By the way the dreaded moment is upon us 00.00 Radio has been changed to 6-10. Which means ..... 7 hr break after Chen Ying!!!!!!!!! Gosh..... Better score better for this module la.... LOL

With any luck (and money) we can go to feed the fishes every Thursday... yeah

And Fillet baked a great cake!! haha... Though it's unforgivable that she just occupied 10kg of my luggage la.... Maybe should force you to let me help you wash and blow everyday, if not every other day... ha...

updates

*Waves* I'm back! I'm back!!! GAH!!!!

-Timetable is out. I think that's like the best one I've got for the past few semesters. There's a day off, and Tuesday's like only a half day. Plus I've got radio and AdTrans (considering that I was the 1st in queue 0.0) Anyway can start planning for activities on those free days lo XD

-Results were out on last Mon. (Yeah I'm slow) But it was the best results la.. So good job there. ha.

-Today eventually made my day. Morning I woke up at 7 and buzzed around until KC and I reach the SPD (Handicaps society) at 9. We took a cab and we were like super-early. Hanged around and then approached the nurses who thought I was a physio-therapy (lol) and we got up to 5th floor. Later on cut like, I don't know, 6-7 patients? And the aunties there were quite pleasant. They don't act like they know everything and go around teaching everyone what to do 0.0

Met Fillet at 1 and we chatted alot before she went for Superband. Let's just say the China trip seems fun for now. Like there's alot of packing involved and there's bound to be fun.
By the way someone needs at least 5 luggage bags I think -0.0- She just booked 10kg of my luggage weight. So lol.

路

这条路，走了很多很多次。已经几年了。其实几年前就开始走了，只是当时的自己没注意到这种事情，所以，没什么回忆。

多年，其实也只是自己觉得的。回想一下，才发觉脑海中的回忆，都只是关于读书，朋友的。小学，中学。。。之前的太模糊，之后也没什么了。。。

所以，算多年吗？或许不是吧。

最近才发现原来周遭的朋友，自己很久没见到了。大家还好吗？初院的学习，即将告一段落。之后呢？。。。。

大家常碰面时，总觉得没什么大不了，可能以后都能常约出来。但现在才发现，其实有些可能要出国深造，有些要出来做工，有些，或许当兵，读书吧。时间不快，是我们不懂得抓住它。

小学时，常幻想自己的中学到底会怎样。会交很多朋友吗？还是成绩优越？但现在才觉得，原来这些阶段都过了。。大概只能靠回想来重温吧。。

可能以后会搬家，都把这一切回忆留在这条路上吧。也可能，我还会走着，边回想过去，边珍惜未来。

Saturday.

又过了一个礼拜。。。so fast 0.0

And it was just going out, going Auntie's and so on....

Went to T3 just now with 小姨，Ah Ma and Joey for dinner.



The terminal wasn't that filled with people. But it's just a place that's so high-class.



Snap-shot of them with my brand new camera!! haha



Ok, it was finally my turn to be in the photos.. See ah Ma's black hair? I dyed it XD



And here's one before we left the place..

Anyway.......

虽然事情往往不是顺着人的意愿，但或许，这就是生命的价值。如果什么都由我们控制，那真正的快乐也不存在了。

心中想做的事情其实也没那几样，暂时就忍耐，但愿总有一天能梦想成真。

后悔，是留给不懂得把握这一刻的人做的。坚持，即使纠正，是懂得创造未来的人做的。

XD

梦想

Yeah, I didn't go Auntie's house today. But I'm still gonna brag. *grins*






Did like 5-6 color jobs the past weekend, and that's quite a feat. Plus I think I'm really getting into the hang of things. Sometimes, you look back, and you're thankful there's someone who guided you.....

(Oops, forgot to mention Auntie said I did pretty well :DD)

And thanks for your support, for always being there. 烦恼的时候，真的很开心有人在身旁听你唠叨。Though 实现梦想的时机未成熟，但至少，已感受到甜蜜的过程了。

So happy :DD Gonna learn more tomorrow.

back in action

(MIA!! MIA!!!)

And I'm back!! *lols*

Here's some updates, and erm, though I haven't really been that around lately, I still insist I'm really around.

Mon: Went Jurong East Summit with KC to interview for this job. Then we took the train down to Bugis later and ate at Jack's Place. Yums. Can't believe Huisi actually never ate there before :p

Tuesday: Went to Tampines to catch 'Wall.E' with the cheapskate family. Then Peini and I went to the gym to exercise. Poor me was stuck with the oldest lady in Hougang and it kept raining non-stop, so we had to leave the gym almost drenched.

Wed: Went back to Auntie's. She came back from China and gave me these few gifts.


TADA!!! My 2nd thinning scissors!! Plus it's the same as the one she's using.


And a brand new scissors pouch!! Yeah I already have 1, but it's the though that counts. So yeah, happy happy :))

Gonna see Fillet on Monday at MDC, so hopefully can take some photos again!! haha** grins.

Pathetic self

======.========= I totally hate it when you start your new job and go through a rough patch. Cos you'll just keep nagging at the smallest thing. AND I'll be the object of your nevery-ending nonsense.

======.========= And I hate it when you had this month long break when there was no work. Cos you're always AROUND.

So what's the big deal???? It's just pathetic that you have NO ONE else to vent your frustrations at but me. Why? Cos I'm like your THING.

And you know what? I ain't. I may be studying now, I may depend on you now, but so what? You need me too.

So just be polite. There IS always a boundary. You don't treat anyone like your own puppet. And once you do, it's just gonna haunt you. BOO.

updates

ALERT: OVERDUE PHOTOS.



Yueming and I at Superband. It was a long wait from 6 plus to 8, but I think that was a nice show overall. Finally could see the judges and the performers clearly. lol.



People on their way down to Mosh Pit. Yeah.



And Me and er-hem.... (So SOMEONE won't keep refreshing my blog just to see his name here, lol) Haha... Zhen Rong is definitely more friendly towards fans than some other celebrity. Shan't say.

And yesterday was the Lantern Festival gig!!

No photos, so just some descriptions here. It was ... tasty, bloating. :)

Holiday mood!!

Another outing again!!

Ok, I was supposed to go buy clothes 'cos I supposedly only wear these few sets of clothes and should update my wardrobe. Anyway the main point is that Mum gave me $50 to do just that- buy clothes. (ha)

Went PS with KC and erm....... There's this funny part about her job application. (Not sure if I should say, so just a bit) She ticked the box for 'full time job'..... And the expected salary?

$350....

I didn't realise till she said that... Ok, imagine that. Went to catch 'Centre of the Earth' later on. Think you should go try if you're really into monsters and action. Dinosaurs, carnivorous plants.... You get the drift.

Pictures up later on. I was the 1st to take photo with Zhen Rong!!! Though they keep saying I was leaning towards when he just kept his posture straight, I don't care!! :p

K, tata.

A '2008-2008' Day!!!

It's the day after Conlang test!!!! (a BIG BIG sigh there) :)))

Anyway, the paper was quite.. I don't know, heavy on content? The last time when everyone wrote that furiously was when we had Geog paper in school, and I DIDN'T even manage to have that much to write. Ok, I'm not saying I had a lot to write this time, just that I had some blanks.... so ya...... :p

Caught 'Money 2' today!!! Met the gang at AMK Hub at 12 plus... (Ok, I watched 'Mummy Tomb' last week and the receptionist mis-heard and thought I wanted tix to 'Money 2'. Does it sound the same? Should I go pronounce the 'toMMMMBBB' part???? lol.)

Show's touching... haha...

Photos!!



Someone tried to take my photo la!! >.<



KC took the specs from SH here. Then it's sorta big and makes her face smaller, as you can see. SH said 'Oh, now you have mosquito eyes!' Erm, that was a compliment. (Dunno why is compliment hor? Same same.)



They deserve the award for trying to take a photo with this pose the highest number of times.



The fun-loving guys!! ha



Here's their try.... Oh, not quite the last try... As I recall... :P


Then I rushed to Mt. Elizabeth Hospital to visit my 2nd Aunt, who had an operation in the morning. Is along the jaw, below the ear. You it 淋巴 in Chinese I think. Then Ah ma was already friends with the patient who shares Aunt's room. -.-

We ate at BK at some 'ulu' shopping centre and walked to PS to take the train home. And Joey had this cut on her toe. I think was because I tripped her while we were walking (due to playing). Then while I was talking out the plaster, Ah ma just pressed on the wound and made Joey make some (I don't know, cartoon-like scream of agony) sound. Yeah, imagine that.

K, au revoir.

Study ar Study ar!!!!!! XD

Erm ok I know the A levels or the Prelims is coming and we're supposed to be sympathising with them in this long race towards mastery of knowledge, but I SEE NO POINT. =.= And well, it seems silly to me to have a break before an EXAM since I'm just gonna slack and slack. I did, so yeah.

So today I reached home and my room was packed >.<>

Caught Mummy Tomb 3 today!!

You just have to love Michelle Yeoh!! I don't know why I posted this pic instead of the movie poster, but she's just way cool! Though she plays this 2000++ year old witch.....

Conlang's beckoning me........... GRAGH....

short post

Just remembered it's been a while since the blog was updated. Last week has been, well, hectic. But at least we pulled through all the assignments and are now clearly enjoying it.

Photo taken last Tuesday with Kong Fuzi!! Was the last lesson with him.... And I seriously think there's no other teacher like him who really cares for the students the way he does.... :)

Anyway, the sem's ending soon... haha.. update more with pics later on :)

一碗面

It felt so good to reach home to find Dad and Mum asking why I was late, in a CARING tone. It felt great when they offered me fruits to eat. It felt even better when I asked if there was food, and Mum went to cook for me when she found out I haven't eaten.

谢谢你，for that 一碗面。Though I'm in an aircon room, it still feels warm and bloated inside me. :)

And thanks Fillet for your boundless optimism and uplift. Though it does irritate me as to why you can manage to stay so positive when all your holiday seems to be 'stolen' from you. Anyway let's pull through! Next week this time, we'll have left only 1 exam. XD

And lastly thanks KC!!!! For always being there, and for having a strong hold on my emotions.... :))

I seriously want next week to be over. And I don't really care if you're having PMS for the whole week or what lo =.= Why do WE always have to care about YOUR interests?! What about ours?

It's not that we're easily bullied or what. We just have a higher threshold of tolerance. Try stepping over it and you'll pay. I DON'T CARE =.=

happy now

The sun beamed down on me radiantly today!! :)

Thanks guys for your concern :)) And do well for tomorrow ya!! Jiayou Jiayou!!

You have been nice =)

对不起，是我奢望太多了。希望越大，失望也越大。

可是，只是简单地想开心地玩上一天真不可能吗？是我要求太不可理喻了吗？

所以，我不再希望了。就单纯过这一分一秒吧。或许没那么伤心，没那么令人为难。对不起，是我不好。

但那份想玩上一天，然后开开心心的愿望，真是我要的。真的，真的，真的。

Early celebrations

ONE TEST DOWN!!!

That's an early celebration, but I don't care!! At least I'm free from Stone's demonic claw for a while before the whole hell is unleashed upon me.

Sigh, there's still alot to clear for this week. But I'm happy!! I have customers who specify for my services!! :))) Ok they're just abandoned old folks in others' eyes, but hey, they've lived over half a century and I think they DO have some sense of .... I don't know, 'sense of choosing'? Ha. Though it was just free service at the old folks' home and all, I feel so appreciated there. And somewhere rightful. Looking forward to next haircutting service!!

Back to work now.

cool day

It's been raining, raining, raining...........

Monday was a full day of raining, and today also saw the sky raining constantly. After that the weather turned cold and the chilling wind just kept blowing my way.........

Ok, updates:

-I got 'A' for Global essay! The 3-4 pek chek visits to the library paid off! A little, if not a bit.
-I insist I was not clumsy today! (shan't elaborate)
-Went for lesson yesterday morning. Laoshi complimented me! She said '很好啊，剪得不错' not once, but twice!! XD

-Went with Huisi and KC to Causeway just now. Walked about, went around, and someone was very anxious about getting her new shoes. She couldn't decide on which pair( actually our choice only narrowed down to 2) and we were about to leave for AMK when we saw the Heatwave shoe shop and entered. I think was quite good, just that the 'bling bling' part could have been better.
Anyway she seemed so anxious you thought she was the one getting married ..... ha!

Gonna go HS's house tmr afternoon. So that gives me some time to slack at home before that. hai. Homework's piling up, but I smell the scent of holidays coming!!!

DARN ME

WHAT IS WRONG OF ME??? DARN PISSED LA!!

Why did I choose to try the new route? Why must insist on trying? In the end the journey took soooo long la!! So long when I called KC even she said 'wa, so long?', when she usually says it's quite ok...

Sigh. Still must go do all the project stuff!!! RAH!!! And by the time I sat down after bathing it was 8.20 la!!

GRRRRRR......

Lessons

A friend gave me a keychain before. It said 'Friends are the family we choose for ourselves.'.

Up till recently, I didn't grasp the meaning of 'treasure' that well. But it all changed. I got back my sound system for my laptop, and it felt like a dream come true. And Mum finally decided to let me decide for myself what I should do in the future.

Most importantly, I discovered friends were god-given.

Yes, I'm young, inexperienced, unskilful. I admit to that. But at least I've friends who let me practise, friends who let me try my skills on. Sometimes it doesn't turn out as what I thought of, and I feel bad about it. Yet no one grumbles. Everyone's being that patient, and an angel. So I vowed, to repay them. Someday, in the future, I hope I can proudly jump in the air and say 'YES! I can make you the most stunning person ever!' All these for allowing me to survive now, for letting me practise my craft so I can be somebody in the future.

Thank You. :))

And to the fisher in a big blue sea, just be careful. You never know when all the fishes are gonna escape you. You may think it's worthwhile to 'show off' yr fantastic fishing skills, but don't forget, you are bound to the swimming pool. You still have to be a swimmer for half a decade. Is it worth even to make all the fishes feel you are a hypocrite, just for excellence in performance?

Perhaps I no longer care about my grades.... Perhaps I was once a loner..... But all I know is, it doesn't feel great. I would rather guide people if I want to show off, so I be at the top and still be popular. Or I would rather train hard and let people benefit from my skills.

And last thing, I am one of the fishes who swam away.

My 'Furious Four'!

I know!!! I'm childish, behave like a kid... Yadda yadda... But you can't blame a guy for finding his lost childhood! Anyway this's only a few of my toys.. waha XD

Master Crane! I bought it today at Boon Keng Mac


Master Mantis! Got this sometime ago..


Master Monkey! My very 1st toy, bought it when I went to take pics for Portfolio 1 with Fish and KC.


Master Shifu! I didn't want it at 1st.. But since the Jurong Point outlet only had it and Monkey, I didn't really have any other choice.. Still this is a fav! :)

Anyway, 专业性 is over! After 3 gruelling hours (which meant anxiety, calmness and drowsiness), everything is behind us!

The panel of judges just came out of nowhere, and they were the ones who really gave the comments. Ok I know the presentation's supposed to be a practice for us, something really like the outside world, so I won't grumble about that. But then again, they did quite lack professionalism.

Yeah yeah, my clothes weren't that formal, but so what? You just had nothing better to say la, Cheeeena - monkey -.-

And many thanks to KC, Shi Hui, Fillet and 小陈 for being my models! It made my bringing a whole bag of stuff worthwhile! And Huisi, for being the 1st one to agree to be my model :)) Overall it was very rewarding !(in terms of practice)

Ok then we rushed off for New Media meeting, and thank god it was over soon! Was dad's and Joey's birthday (yes, same day) so they were celebrating with an ice-cream cake and pizza and sushi ... So I was supposed to go and gorge.. haha! (I'm not getting fatter XD)

And I had class today! Ended quite early.. Cos were supposed to do highlighting. Then I squeezed out 15ml of color, which was supposed to be enough for only 1 side of the head, but I just conveniently did both sides. Hence I've about 3/4 of the tube left la! Anyone wan do red coloring? It's purplish red... Can charge cheaply de.. XD haha!

OK, seeya guys!

riff raff

I got this from Facebook!

' May 7, 1990
Lucky Color: Turquoise
Personality Strengths:Style, Knowledge
Personality Weakness(es): Sarcasm
Successful Career Path: Fashion
Sense of Humor Style: Slapstick
Adjectives to Describe You: adventurous, enterprising

Description:A hip non-conformist who truly stands for his/her beliefs - you are out to make a difference in this world, and you have a realistic chance of success. You have always been self-driven and derive your inspiration from those close to you. Ambitious - and why shouldn't you be - the sky is the limit for you!'

Ya, I'm just happy over some small thing, but that's about the stuff that keeps me alive when there's lots of work. Esp 20 photos =.= K back to work now.

The price of a wish

If wishes can be sold, what would be the price?

Priceless, maybe. But then again, who wants to sell wishes? Isn't it enough to use them for yourselves?

Under the balmy skies, wish for yourselves a big white cottage, with the sea by your side. When you see that pair of shoes you just cannot resist, wish for yourselves a credit card with no limits. If studying makes you sick, wish for the freedom to choose what you want, and what you don't want to do.

Wishes do wonders. But alas, they are just wishes.

I, too, wish to seek the comfort of a white cottage when the weather's just perfect for chilling out. But you have to work hard and earn for it. Shoes appeal to me too, but is it realistic to keep buying whenever you want? And freedom? That is just something we all tell ourselves. Too many a times, the situation dictates what you do; people decide for you.

And when you wake up the next day, it happens again. Sometimes you know it, sometimes you don't. And often, we choose to live with it. After all, we haven't got much power to do what we want.

But we hope. We wish. It keeps us going, from falling apart. Maybe, that house would be yours in a few years; those shoes could be a gift from someone. Your freedom? That wouldn't be hard. Just trust that you can do it.

So I say, there is no price to wishes. Because they cannot be bought; we have to create them with our bare hands. Or rather, believe you can.

Because you really can.

-.- school

And that's the end of 1st week in school.. In case anyone's wondering, we're swamped!

1)Global Presentation
2)Portfolio 2
3)Conlang testS (and I mean it with a capital 'S')
4)Presentations
5)Marketing presentations

I didn't list down everything cos there's just no nid to. It's just not necessary to keep pushing myself down the cliff, figuratively. Argh.

On the bright side, I've another class on Thurs again!!! Morning, so I won't have to get home late. Ok maybe I'll be slowed down with those newbie students since I've already got 1 yr experience, but I still enjoy the whole process of re-learning! ha. And it just brings a stop to the otherwise zz reality. Why we have 6 modules and every sem has got to have something about Lit or Culture or heavy Chinese content-based module is a myth.

The cheapskate school koped our cameras back, so ya. No photos. And cheapskate school.

quiz

Opened the blog page, and saw 2 tags for another quiz!!! gosh.. n i've no idea who to forward this time.. Anyway, let's just do this!!

1.What is your pet’s name?
- des, dessy, ahpo, ah popo, drama king, didi (small bro).. I think there's a few more, but just can't remember :p

2.What is your most favorite thing to do?
-reading novels, magazines, then trying out the latest hair style.. Oh and gossips!

3.Three things you plan to do before you die
-tour the continents with wife and kids
-own uber posh salon
-buy a pent house!

4.If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
-let me just do what I want, and not do stuff to please others

5.Do you believe you can survive without money?
-NO!! I'm quite a spendthrift... Besides no one can survive on bread and water now. Get real!

6.What are you afraid to lose the most?
what and who I love!

7.If you win $1 million, what would you do?
-quit school, enrol in hair academy, then save and open salon and GET MARRIED!

8.If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
-No, I won't :P

9.List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
(Fillet) Supportive, great with culinary, and humorous
(KC) patient, spreads joy around, and spreads love around

10.What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
- a patient heart and always willing to help... And won't laugh even when you do silly stuff.. At most laugh with you, not at you :)

11.Which type of person do you hate the most?
- attitude problem people, and those stupid whiny teenage biatch who thinks they're hot and all, but all just bimbos with no brains (zz)

12.What is your ambition?
-world class hair stylist!! Like Trevor Sorbie! He's great and also finds time for his family.. haha.

13.What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
-asks you to do silly stuff that's against your beliefs

14.What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
-quality time with your family (as in wife and kids).. After all you're earning money to support them, right?

15.If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
-don't think so much about stuff before doing it, especially negative parts

16.Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
-heh. That's ultimately...

17.Two people you admire/look up to.
-Trevor Sorbie! (world class stylist to stars and he even makes expensive wigs for cancer patients!)
- Auntie cum God-mum! (teaches me stuff which would cost thousands to learn outside, and is patient with me =D.. )

18.Where is the place that you haven’t gone before but hope to go?
-Make it a continent. Europe!

19.If you have a close close close close friend since childhood who loves to take away whatever you like, including guys/girls, and he/she always wins, will you consider him/her your friend?
-zz. Then what's the point?

20.Ten good hobbies/talents or one excellent hobby/talent?
-eh, that depends on if I've the time. But currently it's more of the latter! After all that's gonna be my livelihood! haha.

pissed

It's just so annoying! What's wrong with them???

First they have to be missing at the wrong time, or present at the wrong time. Then they have to give that attitude faces during their lessons that just make them so obnoxious. WHAT'S WRONG?

It's just pathetic that I had to spend 2 days (in fact everyone had to travel all over Singapore) just to take photos. Then I dutifully sent the email waiting both expectantly and nervously for the approval so I could eventually clear everything. And everyday just passes by, nearing the day of submission. But lo and behold, there's got to be some hiccups. Never mind that I have to re-send the same batch of photos twice, meaning loss in a day since there's only 1 reply each day, now I get no reply???

WHAT'S THE MATTER??? I WAITED THE WHOLE DAY SO I COULD DAMN BLOODY GO RE-TAKE LA! NOW HAVE TO KEEP WAITING.... I DUN OWN THE PHOTO SHOPS THAT ALLOW ME TO PRINT ANYTIME K!!!!!

fcuk up. Hate NEW MEDIA. -.-

short post

Cool cool night. Ok sorry sorry. It's been a hot day... (I just dozed off at Auntie's after falling prey to the slumber-bee ><)

Back to the focus of this post- rambling...

1)Passed Fillet the cam yesterday. I was so 'daring' as to not bring my phone down with me when we were supposed to meet. She said to meet at this basketball court but I had no idea which one. Ok, I had, but was the wrong one. So CLEVER me walked and explored, then found her. Phew.

2) I'm without cam! *argh* Plus I think I've only 1 photo approved. And I'm not sure, cos he just said ok. Bah. So tmr's gonna be a 'gambatte-day'! Chiong chiong!!!!!

3)Watched 'Incredible Hulk' with Thomas! Show was at 3.10, and we cabbed there at 2.30! Then Auntie asked me for my phone no. in case of anyting (I told her afterwards that I wrote BIG so she could see, to a response of '你很坏啊！' and laughter) AMK's seriously cold! The funny thing was we sat on a couple seat and beside us was another 'couple', so I didn't even have a space to put my cold drink and shift to cover myself. But the overall experience was nice! :) haha.. And the 1st thing Auntie said was Thomas was very happy when I reached this morning. ha. NICE me :p

4)Hol's ending. I don't want New Media lessons -.- But the sem's ending soon again. ha. And we gotta go shop for clothes for Presentation stuff. Quite fun I guess. ha. Gown*

5) Bye!!!

untitled rage - contains vulgar

BOO!!

This world is seriously weird and lacks balance.

Firstly, we were chatting fine on the dining table when all of a sudden Ah Ma pops a question and asks why I looked thinner. Then it sparked a series of (suck in breath) unwarranted-and-uncivilized-answers-that-showed-a-lack-of-composure-and-confidence-in-herself, or rather, in-everything-that's-in-her-life.

I mean, what did I do? At least I knew I was wrong the last time I didn't do anything, but I knew. This time? Oh, it's just cos I told Ah ma some stuff like I had upset stomach so I didn't eat well. But I added I was ok now. What the FFFFFFFF la?!!!

Secondly, you have no right to even SAY I should sleep at 11. Fine, if you said BE HOME by 11 that's reasonable (I will even 'scold' myself for being late and make everyone worry, though that's already very extreme and not seen in teenagers) BUT HEY! Sleep by 11? I'm not some primary school kid pleading with you to let me watch a part of some show before I sleep. zzzz.. Even if I DO sleep before 11, that would be in the case of serious fatigue, unwell, or just the lack of confidence to tell myself that the only source of joy in my world comes from outside my family. I am so hating them.

And thirdly, you people don't have the right to SUPPRESS OTHERS' DREAMS! So what if you say you have high hopes of me? So I'm supposed to follow your dreams? Then what about mine? Never mind that. Do I have to go be some (pardon me) PATHETIC REPORTERS WHOM YOU PEOPLE IDOLISE AND THINK OF AS IDEAL JOBS? Or what? Deejays? Don't you think that's too late, considering you tried to stop me from joining Mass Comm or even CHS? So what should I be? Am I just gonna be stuck in between adolescent and adulthood so you can make up your minds?

Just wake up. I'm not a Barbie doll you decided to buy from Kiddy Palace for you to control forever. What's gonna happen 60 yrs later? Then you'll have died and I can then follow my dreams?

Can I even live that long with all that unreleased rage? Piss off my shitty ass la!

~Quiz~

Ok ok, I sort of promised Fillet I would do this soon, so now's the time! haha. No, I won't unabashedly say I'm (quote) 'in a nua-ing mood and decided to do this'. ya.

1)Study hard or Play hard?
- Of course play hard! Cos when what you do is FUN, it's more like playing. And I meant doing something for work. yeah. No study.

2)Who is the person you trust most?
-erm, just 1? Cos there're a few, and I treat of all 'em as FAMILY. ya.

3)Do you think you have enough confidence?
- Think so! Cos this teacher guy just keeps giving me that ' I have something to tell you but I won't' look . haha. just kidding. But hey!, I'm taking Presentation Skills, so *insists*

4)If you have a dream come true , what would it be?
-that would be having a great job, fantastic wife and boisterous kids, then friends to hang out with occasionally. oh, take away the naggy and annoying genes from my parents too! ha.

5)What is your idea of a friend?
- someone who listens to ALL your nonsense and whom you can count on in good or bad times.

6)What is your goal this year?
- many, but the most important one is getting trained by Auntie!!

7)Do you believe in eternity love?
-I'm all for it! haha.

8)If you have all the time and money in the world, what would you do?
-Open this uber-posh salon and chip in for someone's bakery! (I'm nice:)) then buy a pent-house at Orchard! haha.. shop at Paragon till I can count the number of tiles there.*hiak

9)If time were to unwind , what would you want to change?
-erm, my negative feelings about THOSE years.. yeah, don't ask.

10)Balloons or Candy?
-Candy! Cos my room can't hold anymore stuff! haha.

11)What feelings you hate the most?
-sense of guilt. LOL

12)What is your childhood ambition?
-this would be irrelvant cos it's obviously different from what I want to be now. Anyway, it was teacher. (don't laugh!)

13)Do you believe in love at first sight?
-Erm no! I was criticised for 'trying to be Harry Potter'! zz. more like hate at 1st sight.

14)What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
-settling down, good job, be nice, have fun.. and good family!

15)Who do you hope to be always behind you, supporting you?
-someone.... But if those monsters really don't mind, I don't mind their support! (hai.. how am I going to break the news to them?...)

16)People who are going to be hated by you?
-well, they can remain at the bottom of the society and remain their whiny and pathetic ways of lives. After all they DESIRE to be princesses but WON'T be. ha.

17)Describe the person who tagged you in five words.
-(honestly) supportive, nice, always around, same sec school as me, and very zhi-zhang! haha.

18)Do you deserve to be loved?
-eh that depends on what you think. But most of the time you'll realise I do. wahaha!

19)What are you doing now?
-thinking of the last question

20)Where do you want to live?
-somewhere in Europe. speak English! haha. (I just MIND the accents of Stone that leaves scars on my ears)

Instruction : Remove one question from the above and add in your personal question. Make it a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people. List them at the end of the post. Notify them at their cbox that they’ve been tagged. Whoever who does the tags will have blessing from all.

tagged~
Fillet/ KC/ huimin/ liying/ yijun/ yue ming/ shi hui/ yong sheng

Holidays!!

IT'S THE HOLIDAYS!! Love it, embrace it, but don't fight it.......

At least we'll have 2 weeks of no lessons and no NEW assignments, though there's this ongoing 'zz' New Media project. *sigh* Anyway all homework's done and submitted! Thanks KC for handing in for me! haha.. So I saved a trip to the school.......

And we had presentation on Wed (didn't take any photos)! Must say Fillet did well ! haha.. And her cupcakes really did tantalise our taste buds, plus I think she really did seduce everyone into eating those sweet little desserts! Though it was decadent.. I'm sure no one minded ! (I didn't, I ate 2)

Ok, I did so-so. 'Cos he said I seemed to be distracted, but maybe it was due to a bit of nervousness. Nonetheless, he said I was skilful! haha.. I'm improving :p

So let's just all have fun for the next 2 wks! Seeya guys around :)

It's just Me, Myself and I. No 'U'

I do want to talk and chat and play with you guys. Believe me, I do. No one likes an environment where they have to be guarded in their speech, actions. And yes, I want to gain your support. But is it even possible? I feel.... lost in your own thoughts. You ASSUME, THINK- all by yourself. But have you asked, is what YOU want what I want?

Barely one day. Since you people came home this morning at 8 plus and shattered my 'ideal realm' ,that was like a dream came true. For the past week, there was no frenzy over who was going to call me, no sms-es that made me feel like I was a bad kid for reaching home at 9 plus. NO, there was none. Just myself, and mine. Why did that week pass so quickly? Why do all the fairy tales have to end eventually?

'U' people came home. Suddenly, there was no longer the individual world. It had to be shared. And I don't like being bombarded with your 'lectures' or thoughts about Uni, because I've no interest, and don't give a rat's ass about it. I believe, yes I do, that no one can be that obstinate and dumb enough to notice that some people treat some topics as taboo, and some people just hate the guts out of something. Perhaps it is time to start focusing on the right thing, not just harp on about some tour guide U met in China who seemed very proficient in Chinese and U were so wowed by it.

And last of all, I really don't want to end up like Cheena freaks. No answers for guessing who I'm thinking of right now who speaks in a way which makes you unwilling to talk to. BOO.

Just a quickie before I go and read my books...

I HATE CONLANG!!

It's driving everyone nuts (ok not everyone, there're obviously people who worship this subject). And what's up with all the fa1 ying1 all that? LOL..

Luckily there isn't anything else to do (who said u'll read this post and end up being happy?) waha! I'm having evil thoughts...

Just wan all this crap to end! 3 more Conlang tests to get done with.. GAMBATTE!!

Another busy busy day today!!!

Morning was slacking time when I just watched 'Charmed', then all I remembered was ordering the pizza and getting myself so hot and drowsy and tired due to the hot weather. (Can you people just keep drinking water so it'll evaporate and hopefully make the clouds heavier so it'll rain?) ha.

Then permed for Ah Ma at 3 plus. Luckily I bought the lotions a few days before! So there was enough. And frankly speaking, I'm just getting better!! waha XD (self Indulgence) It was faster than previous times and the results were quite good! Plus after cutting for YM... hai, just love myself!! (ok, enough of that)

And next week's gonna busy! With presentation and quiz coming up.. Not to mention ANOTHER test on next Monday. Erm, it would be 4 to 6 just for a test. -.- Obviously someone here, whoever it is, needs serious time management training. But!! Next week's E-learning! And the monsters in my house will be gone overseas for a week, so.. no pressure there!! And I mean it literally, in every meaning of the word! haha! (getting high)

Oh! And it was Auntie's birthday yesterday! She was so surprised when I told her there was a cake inside the plastic bag meant for her.. And she nearly forgot it was her birthday! I'm just so sweet and nice la! (ok, this part is meant for self-entertainment

-Lots of changes during these days.. *beams and thanks*-

treasure

Sometimes, you look back.

You stare at the photo albums, and wonder what you were doing at the moment the pictures were taken. You reminisce, and hope with your heart that you hadn't or had done something. You keep this keychain in your secret drawer, because it is the only link between you and your friends, or your lover.

Yes, you remember. But there seems nothing much you can do, at least not without a miracle or a time-machine. Somehow, though, you want. You want to do something.

'This day will stay, in our hearts and minds,
so someday, we won't have to find.
Etch this, a piece of love,
in a perpetual blessing of rebirth.'

Cherish.

Janice says ' I want a title that will shock me!'

Kong fu zi gave us a sexual translation of the classic 《三字经》that should be given a R21 rating.

Shi Shu ping made us pronounce chinese words like some China people, and was trying to convert us to CHeeena sounding freaks.

And Ah Guo had COLD jokes for us which no one laughed at.

That pretty much summarises the day. Lesson started from 9 to 6, and we had breaks here and there. Ya, you just have to give and take, meaning stone out if you can't take nonsense or constant attack of virus by Stone teacher. (She'll be known as 'IT' from Fantastic 4, since they're 'rockish') Oh, and there's supposed to be a test coming up, one which involves an extensive knowledge of vowels and all the crap that comes with 汉语拼音. Argh.

So, here goes a list of assignments (don't freak out):
- Conlang test on wk 7
-Global essay on wk 8
-INT assignment on wk 8
-Marketing essay on wk 8
-指导性呈现 on wk 8
-some new media thing on wk 8
-Global presentation on wk 6

I'm stopping here, even if you insist there's some more. Bah. Go figure out yourself.

Ooh! And the weather's FINALLY cooler.. Not by alot, but at least of tolerable temperature. Hai. The cheerful part of school is we get to hang out and JOKE alot. So school's never boring.

Ok, that was a lie.

7 May... hee :))

MANY MANY THANKS AND MUCH HEARTFELT THANKS TO ALL OF YOU WHO WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! :)

Though in the morning I felt like crap. Woke up at 6.20 and actually wanted to laze for a bit longer, then realised lesson started at 8, so I was late. And Fillet actually didn't sms or call me! So I suspected she was late... And I was right! So we rushed (I didn't really rush) and took the cab. BUT WE WERE STILL LATE -.- The lanes were jammed, and dear MR. SUNSHINE (no, not Yuan Shuai) knew it, but I don't think he bothered to ask us. Ya, we already tried our best to reach early.Not to mention we spent $32 on cab lo! How can you just heartlessly don't care?? You're just a big block of wood la! Even Dai Hong Hong gave us a chance.. -.-

So I conclude you're just a slut. Ya you. -.-

Yesterday was the Radio Presentation as well, and so we had to endure the near sub-zero temperature in the room as we waited for our turn, not to mention the anxiety that came with waiting. Yours truly was last, and I was sooo nervous la! NVM. Anyway, Danny Laoshi wished me Happy Birthday too!! haha.. ShiHui said I was so honoured. Agree.



Shows Yueming and Clement. We were at the Hawker Centre in Clementi eating dinner before going to Settlers' Cafe. ha. Engrossed in eating.



Jane and Fillet endorsing the Green Tea. Caption should read ' Drink this tea, and be happy!' . If the company sees this, you know who to get for your next ads.




Ya I know. The 'color' or wadeva it was called was corrected after Yueming's advice. Can imagine how my photography skills are. God I'm so glad I picked scissors over camera.

And we had fun! One of the games we played.. Everyone had fun playing I guess!

And the day passed by so quickly! Thanks to these people :

KC, Dorcas, Jane, Shihui, Clement, Sarah, Yueming, Huisi, Meng Qi, Junlong for the gifts!!

And KC, Dorcas, Shi Hui, MQ, and Fanny for the sms!! haha...

Must say it was the best celebratin I had. Though there was no party or what, everyone just went and had fun, chilled out. So we should do this soon! ha. And stay happy people!!

YOU HAVE BEEN NICE!! :)

Like what Piper said, I thin you people should just GUIDE, not dictate. Especially when it's all based on your assumptions. I know the motive was good, but sometimes you should just leave it to everyone to decide what they should do. What if during their free time, I told Jane to stop using the computer, or Meng Qi to stop singing, or Fillet to not obsess over Zheng Rong, just because I THINK they will be tired, and that they should sleep if they are bored?

It's not even infuriating; it's just silly to the point of being funny. Can't you people just let me choose to go Auntie's? It's only 2 days a week, for pete's sake! And to think all of you told Mum to convey this 'message'.... Now I'm sian at her, which is dumb.

Just look at this! You want to end up like a bookworm? And please. Why don't you tell me to take a break during studying? Oh, 'cos it's good? Even after you have turned yourself insane or mad? ha.

And I heeded your advice- I turned off ALL the lights and switches and fans in the living room after you people went to bathe. Let you try switchning on ALL of 'em for once. Oh, and I'm using the air-con right now.

Cos you just got my flare up again. So much for a peaceful night to soothe MY TIRED AND BATTERED SOUL.

How conflicting.

Busy Busy Labour day

Just look at the damn weather!! The sun's causing up a huge 'heatwave' that's driving all of us indoors and making us all look damn stupid sweating like shit! Argh.

But I was nice! I cleaned up my room this morning and cleared only 2 bags of rubbish. Now there's alot of space freed up. Woohoo.. Plus I used the cleaning wipe like nobody's business and managed to reduce like 5-6 of them to piles of dust. Yup, that corner, this corner, and the fan... I didn't even bother to clean up on CNY eve. Talk about Labour Day.

And Aunt sms-ed me this morning! Just when I was tossing around refusing to admit that it was time to wake up, she sms-ed and asked me to do her hair! For a dinner tonight.. Finally, after like so long, I get to flex my hands and fingers! haha.. *beams (but do not emit rays like the sun)*
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We were back to rock the house yesterday! Though it wasn't as fun as it was last Friday, as there were many IRRELEVANT people around that took up sooo much time.. Not to mention the fact that some silly people decided to practise in sequence and made everyone at the back wait. HELLO? Hadn't it been for the fact that we started early, could we have finish in time? This world doesn't just revolve around your ugly little butt and big cannon, you know that? And demanding that people give you the headphones just 'cos it's on the shoulders and not on the head isn't that nice!

SO JUST SHUT THE HELL UP! =.=

And it's just good that not everyone's taking radio next sem and we don't have to do this stupid sequence stuff so early again. Your big cannon better don't aim at my way for the next 指导性呈现，cos it's just not going to work and you're just gonna prove that you're more stupid. -.-

Oh ya, and it's sad you were passed over for the honour of being the best SPeaker. Oops.

My computer!!

Computer's bursting!!!

Cos I just downloaded Photoshop and am installing Hellgate: London now. So the laptop's pretty much cramped and about to explode (or implode).

Anyway, today was another busy day! There came this customer to Auntie's, who brought her elderly mum and maid and dog =.= Didn't expect the dog to really come in, but it did. And the wheelchair-bound 'Ah ma' was a bit... Not in her right mind. So there were some scary moments when we permed her hair. I was frightened when she suddenly turned her head around and stared at us! (Wicked Auntie laughed at me la.. tsk tsk )

That was today... More photos coming up tmr! *mus rmb to bring them to Auntie's tmr, or I'll have nothing to show that hunk of a BOB.*

LOL.

Looong Day.....

Another busy day.... Which, I'm happy to say, was a happening day!! *haha*

Morning there was Marketing class, and we were chatting and having fun in Ah Guo's class. Though he promised there would be only 2 tasks to be completed today, it took so long he didn't even have time to do the debrief. Anyway, Global was boring =.= I can't believe that even in Year 2, we're supposed to do self-introduction and stupid stuff like say what global problems we're concerned about. Can't remember a long when I didn't like English based/ related subjects and teachers after attending Mrs Koh's class. Erm, MADAM ABEY doesn't count..... She was a terror BEFORE Sec 4.. zz

Then came the fun part! Which was the Radio practice we had at the Presentation Suite. Initially, I was scared la.. But seeing everyone do their part like they were a pro, I began to prac more.... Until I got out of hand, I think. *beams and winks*

Left at 5.30. Wanted to go to Jurong Station, and since 154 came, I was tempted to see that I arrived at Jurong by bus... But...

I don't know where I was !!!!

Then it took ages to reach Jurong, but luckily the trip was fun-filled.. hee..

So that pretty sums up the day.

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My new laptop case! Had no choice but to buy it when the plastic bag I used to carry the comp seemed to unsightly. Think that's the nicest design there was at the lowest price. BUT I'm not saying the price.................................

The pricey books we're supposed to buy in Week 2 of this sem, which will be used in next sem.

ZZ.. Can't wait to devour them =.=

Just another school day..

Super pek chek!! dunno y.. it's just hard to explain. I got my book for the radio presentation, but maybe it's 'cos the departure time was just so I could catch the 10.30 show ON TIME, and I had to rush like siao to reach home and found out I didn't have the time to bathe! *ARGH* Later I stoned there, and 10.30 passed by, only to let me find out that there was the parliament highlight -.- So much for time management. And I went to bathe. 11pm, and I just sat down, exhausted and upset at nothing in particular. Perhaps it's cos there's school tmr and I can't even relish this time that I have alone. Totally alone.

(Above was some rambling which I had no where else to write, so here it is.)

It's the 2nd week of school, and all the teachers have so kindly alerted us to the contents of the assignments coming up, in which we have a radio presentation in the 4th week -.- Do the math, and tada! , we've not much time.

Oh, and today there was no Conlang lesson. Guess what? Huisi and KC went to the toilet, and I was about to go. Then dear M* decided to check the timetable for the classroom location for Marketing. And later on, everyone decided to trust M* and......

WE ENDED UP ON THE 6TH FLOOR OF BLK 56!

It started to feel strange, and when we made sure again, it was really at the 3rd floor. Thinking we were late, Huis* ran like how she would when she runs after the bus, and opened the door. And...

Only our class had reached -.- (I insist only Huis* and M* ran. I was busy watching. ha)

Yup... Welcome to the Humble Shack..

PS. pls do not grumble.. haha.. Iknow it's silly and all, but this will be the last time I switch! Plus, it means I care about you enough to notify you about EVERY blog change.. So accept it with good grace! :p

And.. YES, it will be updated and improved as time passes.. But just let me stone for a while now.. Happy reading!

谢谢

谢谢你的教导，让我真的进步了很多。

谢谢你带来的欢笑，让我开心了许多。

谢谢你的宽容，大方，让我有机会认识你们。

有人能说，失去了，才学会珍惜。而我，到了最后一天，才珍惜从第一刻开始的那段时间。或许这不是最后的道别，但心里依然不舍。想到第一天初次认识，我们没什么好说的；我心里，也带有一点的害怕。怕什么？不知道，因为那好像是很久以前的事了。时间就好像抛弃了我们，那么快地过去了。

刚刚，真的很不想走。因为要隔好多天才见面。而不止你依赖我的存在，因为我也是。没有想到你会‘使出那一招’，因为从来没奢望过。所以，谢谢你。

可能几句话不够，或是连串起来，不是完美的文章，但，还是想谢谢你。

Another new start

Ya, I know. Kinda stupid. (Ok, very stupid). But hey!! How was I supposed to know 'hipbloggers' can't support music? (as far as I know)

Anyway, this will be a brand new start, and no, I'm not gonna change blog AGAIN =.= (Fingers crossed) Plus I dun wan school to open! Ba!

=.=