-.- school

And that's the end of 1st week in school.. In case anyone's wondering, we're swamped!

1)Global Presentation
2)Portfolio 2
3)Conlang testS (and I mean it with a capital 'S')
4)Presentations
5)Marketing presentations

I didn't list down everything cos there's just no nid to. It's just not necessary to keep pushing myself down the cliff, figuratively. Argh.

On the bright side, I've another class on Thurs again!!! Morning, so I won't have to get home late. Ok maybe I'll be slowed down with those newbie students since I've already got 1 yr experience, but I still enjoy the whole process of re-learning! ha. And it just brings a stop to the otherwise zz reality. Why we have 6 modules and every sem has got to have something about Lit or Culture or heavy Chinese content-based module is a myth.

The cheapskate school koped our cameras back, so ya. No photos. And cheapskate school.

quiz

Opened the blog page, and saw 2 tags for another quiz!!! gosh.. n i've no idea who to forward this time.. Anyway, let's just do this!!

1.What is your pet’s name?
- des, dessy, ahpo, ah popo, drama king, didi (small bro).. I think there's a few more, but just can't remember :p

2.What is your most favorite thing to do?
-reading novels, magazines, then trying out the latest hair style.. Oh and gossips!

3.Three things you plan to do before you die
-tour the continents with wife and kids
-own uber posh salon
-buy a pent house!

4.If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
-let me just do what I want, and not do stuff to please others

5.Do you believe you can survive without money?
-NO!! I'm quite a spendthrift... Besides no one can survive on bread and water now. Get real!

6.What are you afraid to lose the most?
what and who I love!

7.If you win $1 million, what would you do?
-quit school, enrol in hair academy, then save and open salon and GET MARRIED!

8.If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
-No, I won't :P

9.List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
(Fillet) Supportive, great with culinary, and humorous
(KC) patient, spreads joy around, and spreads love around

10.What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
- a patient heart and always willing to help... And won't laugh even when you do silly stuff.. At most laugh with you, not at you :)

11.Which type of person do you hate the most?
- attitude problem people, and those stupid whiny teenage biatch who thinks they're hot and all, but all just bimbos with no brains (zz)

12.What is your ambition?
-world class hair stylist!! Like Trevor Sorbie! He's great and also finds time for his family.. haha.

13.What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
-asks you to do silly stuff that's against your beliefs

14.What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
-quality time with your family (as in wife and kids).. After all you're earning money to support them, right?

15.If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
-don't think so much about stuff before doing it, especially negative parts

16.Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
-heh. That's ultimately...

17.Two people you admire/look up to.
-Trevor Sorbie! (world class stylist to stars and he even makes expensive wigs for cancer patients!)
- Auntie cum God-mum! (teaches me stuff which would cost thousands to learn outside, and is patient with me =D.. )

18.Where is the place that you haven’t gone before but hope to go?
-Make it a continent. Europe!

19.If you have a close close close close friend since childhood who loves to take away whatever you like, including guys/girls, and he/she always wins, will you consider him/her your friend?
-zz. Then what's the point?

20.Ten good hobbies/talents or one excellent hobby/talent?
-eh, that depends on if I've the time. But currently it's more of the latter! After all that's gonna be my livelihood! haha.

pissed

It's just so annoying! What's wrong with them???

First they have to be missing at the wrong time, or present at the wrong time. Then they have to give that attitude faces during their lessons that just make them so obnoxious. WHAT'S WRONG?

It's just pathetic that I had to spend 2 days (in fact everyone had to travel all over Singapore) just to take photos. Then I dutifully sent the email waiting both expectantly and nervously for the approval so I could eventually clear everything. And everyday just passes by, nearing the day of submission. But lo and behold, there's got to be some hiccups. Never mind that I have to re-send the same batch of photos twice, meaning loss in a day since there's only 1 reply each day, now I get no reply???

WHAT'S THE MATTER??? I WAITED THE WHOLE DAY SO I COULD DAMN BLOODY GO RE-TAKE LA! NOW HAVE TO KEEP WAITING.... I DUN OWN THE PHOTO SHOPS THAT ALLOW ME TO PRINT ANYTIME K!!!!!

fcuk up. Hate NEW MEDIA. -.-

short post

Cool cool night. Ok sorry sorry. It's been a hot day... (I just dozed off at Auntie's after falling prey to the slumber-bee ><)

Back to the focus of this post- rambling...

1)Passed Fillet the cam yesterday. I was so 'daring' as to not bring my phone down with me when we were supposed to meet. She said to meet at this basketball court but I had no idea which one. Ok, I had, but was the wrong one. So CLEVER me walked and explored, then found her. Phew.

2) I'm without cam! *argh* Plus I think I've only 1 photo approved. And I'm not sure, cos he just said ok. Bah. So tmr's gonna be a 'gambatte-day'! Chiong chiong!!!!!

3)Watched 'Incredible Hulk' with Thomas! Show was at 3.10, and we cabbed there at 2.30! Then Auntie asked me for my phone no. in case of anyting (I told her afterwards that I wrote BIG so she could see, to a response of '你很坏啊！' and laughter) AMK's seriously cold! The funny thing was we sat on a couple seat and beside us was another 'couple', so I didn't even have a space to put my cold drink and shift to cover myself. But the overall experience was nice! :) haha.. And the 1st thing Auntie said was Thomas was very happy when I reached this morning. ha. NICE me :p

4)Hol's ending. I don't want New Media lessons -.- But the sem's ending soon again. ha. And we gotta go shop for clothes for Presentation stuff. Quite fun I guess. ha. Gown*

5) Bye!!!

untitled rage - contains vulgar

BOO!!

This world is seriously weird and lacks balance.

Firstly, we were chatting fine on the dining table when all of a sudden Ah Ma pops a question and asks why I looked thinner. Then it sparked a series of (suck in breath) unwarranted-and-uncivilized-answers-that-showed-a-lack-of-composure-and-confidence-in-herself, or rather, in-everything-that's-in-her-life.

I mean, what did I do? At least I knew I was wrong the last time I didn't do anything, but I knew. This time? Oh, it's just cos I told Ah ma some stuff like I had upset stomach so I didn't eat well. But I added I was ok now. What the FFFFFFFF la?!!!

Secondly, you have no right to even SAY I should sleep at 11. Fine, if you said BE HOME by 11 that's reasonable (I will even 'scold' myself for being late and make everyone worry, though that's already very extreme and not seen in teenagers) BUT HEY! Sleep by 11? I'm not some primary school kid pleading with you to let me watch a part of some show before I sleep. zzzz.. Even if I DO sleep before 11, that would be in the case of serious fatigue, unwell, or just the lack of confidence to tell myself that the only source of joy in my world comes from outside my family. I am so hating them.

And thirdly, you people don't have the right to SUPPRESS OTHERS' DREAMS! So what if you say you have high hopes of me? So I'm supposed to follow your dreams? Then what about mine? Never mind that. Do I have to go be some (pardon me) PATHETIC REPORTERS WHOM YOU PEOPLE IDOLISE AND THINK OF AS IDEAL JOBS? Or what? Deejays? Don't you think that's too late, considering you tried to stop me from joining Mass Comm or even CHS? So what should I be? Am I just gonna be stuck in between adolescent and adulthood so you can make up your minds?

Just wake up. I'm not a Barbie doll you decided to buy from Kiddy Palace for you to control forever. What's gonna happen 60 yrs later? Then you'll have died and I can then follow my dreams?

Can I even live that long with all that unreleased rage? Piss off my shitty ass la!

~Quiz~

Ok ok, I sort of promised Fillet I would do this soon, so now's the time! haha. No, I won't unabashedly say I'm (quote) 'in a nua-ing mood and decided to do this'. ya.

1)Study hard or Play hard?
- Of course play hard! Cos when what you do is FUN, it's more like playing. And I meant doing something for work. yeah. No study.

2)Who is the person you trust most?
-erm, just 1? Cos there're a few, and I treat of all 'em as FAMILY. ya.

3)Do you think you have enough confidence?
- Think so! Cos this teacher guy just keeps giving me that ' I have something to tell you but I won't' look . haha. just kidding. But hey!, I'm taking Presentation Skills, so *insists*

4)If you have a dream come true , what would it be?
-that would be having a great job, fantastic wife and boisterous kids, then friends to hang out with occasionally. oh, take away the naggy and annoying genes from my parents too! ha.

5)What is your idea of a friend?
- someone who listens to ALL your nonsense and whom you can count on in good or bad times.

6)What is your goal this year?
- many, but the most important one is getting trained by Auntie!!

7)Do you believe in eternity love?
-I'm all for it! haha.

8)If you have all the time and money in the world, what would you do?
-Open this uber-posh salon and chip in for someone's bakery! (I'm nice:)) then buy a pent-house at Orchard! haha.. shop at Paragon till I can count the number of tiles there.*hiak

9)If time were to unwind , what would you want to change?
-erm, my negative feelings about THOSE years.. yeah, don't ask.

10)Balloons or Candy?
-Candy! Cos my room can't hold anymore stuff! haha.

11)What feelings you hate the most?
-sense of guilt. LOL

12)What is your childhood ambition?
-this would be irrelvant cos it's obviously different from what I want to be now. Anyway, it was teacher. (don't laugh!)

13)Do you believe in love at first sight?
-Erm no! I was criticised for 'trying to be Harry Potter'! zz. more like hate at 1st sight.

14)What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
-settling down, good job, be nice, have fun.. and good family!

15)Who do you hope to be always behind you, supporting you?
-someone.... But if those monsters really don't mind, I don't mind their support! (hai.. how am I going to break the news to them?...)

16)People who are going to be hated by you?
-well, they can remain at the bottom of the society and remain their whiny and pathetic ways of lives. After all they DESIRE to be princesses but WON'T be. ha.

17)Describe the person who tagged you in five words.
-(honestly) supportive, nice, always around, same sec school as me, and very zhi-zhang! haha.

18)Do you deserve to be loved?
-eh that depends on what you think. But most of the time you'll realise I do. wahaha!

19)What are you doing now?
-thinking of the last question

20)Where do you want to live?
-somewhere in Europe. speak English! haha. (I just MIND the accents of Stone that leaves scars on my ears)

Instruction : Remove one question from the above and add in your personal question. Make it a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people. List them at the end of the post. Notify them at their cbox that they’ve been tagged. Whoever who does the tags will have blessing from all.

tagged~
Fillet/ KC/ huimin/ liying/ yijun/ yue ming/ shi hui/ yong sheng

Holidays!!

IT'S THE HOLIDAYS!! Love it, embrace it, but don't fight it.......

At least we'll have 2 weeks of no lessons and no NEW assignments, though there's this ongoing 'zz' New Media project. *sigh* Anyway all homework's done and submitted! Thanks KC for handing in for me! haha.. So I saved a trip to the school.......

And we had presentation on Wed (didn't take any photos)! Must say Fillet did well ! haha.. And her cupcakes really did tantalise our taste buds, plus I think she really did seduce everyone into eating those sweet little desserts! Though it was decadent.. I'm sure no one minded ! (I didn't, I ate 2)

Ok, I did so-so. 'Cos he said I seemed to be distracted, but maybe it was due to a bit of nervousness. Nonetheless, he said I was skilful! haha.. I'm improving :p

So let's just all have fun for the next 2 wks! Seeya guys around :)

It's just Me, Myself and I. No 'U'

I do want to talk and chat and play with you guys. Believe me, I do. No one likes an environment where they have to be guarded in their speech, actions. And yes, I want to gain your support. But is it even possible? I feel.... lost in your own thoughts. You ASSUME, THINK- all by yourself. But have you asked, is what YOU want what I want?

Barely one day. Since you people came home this morning at 8 plus and shattered my 'ideal realm' ,that was like a dream came true. For the past week, there was no frenzy over who was going to call me, no sms-es that made me feel like I was a bad kid for reaching home at 9 plus. NO, there was none. Just myself, and mine. Why did that week pass so quickly? Why do all the fairy tales have to end eventually?

'U' people came home. Suddenly, there was no longer the individual world. It had to be shared. And I don't like being bombarded with your 'lectures' or thoughts about Uni, because I've no interest, and don't give a rat's ass about it. I believe, yes I do, that no one can be that obstinate and dumb enough to notice that some people treat some topics as taboo, and some people just hate the guts out of something. Perhaps it is time to start focusing on the right thing, not just harp on about some tour guide U met in China who seemed very proficient in Chinese and U were so wowed by it.

And last of all, I really don't want to end up like Cheena freaks. No answers for guessing who I'm thinking of right now who speaks in a way which makes you unwilling to talk to. BOO.